My babies

So for anyone scared your alone during your miscarriage I promise your not alone. I found out I was pregnant at 17 no it wasn't ideal but that's still my baby I found out on February 8th 2024 just to find out my pregnancy was ectopic just four short days later.I almost died I was bleeding so bad internally and my doctors wouldn't listen days prior to finding out my baby was ectopic. it was really hard for me to handle and had emergency surgery they removed my right fallopian tube. OBGYN immediately put me on birth control a few days later I found out I was pregnant again September 4th 2024 and then an early blood test to confirm gender it was a boy his name is Sawyer Raye Ribordy I was high risk because of my previous ectopic two weeks after finding out I was pregnant I went to the ER with a lot of bleeding they tested my HCG levels they were 31,000 when they were previously 8,000 they scheduled me for an ultrasound I want to be ultrasound my baby was great I had a subchronic hemorrhaging doctor said everything will be fine everything was fine for a week had another ultrasound baby was doing great and then I started having a lot of pain and bleeding on October 1st I'll be told me it was just pain from the hemorrhage I had to get the Rogan shot because I have a negative blood type and I have a condition where my body sees the baby is a foreign object and basically tries to get rid of it I will be argue with me and wouldn't give me the Rogan shot . I went to the ER October 4th 24 and 9:00 p.m. they told me I was having a miscarriage they could not get the on call OBGYN there they couldn't even get a hold of him so I suffer for 5 hours until they transported me to a different hospital because they wanted to make sure my baby was really miscarrying and it wasn't a missed miscarriage. It's worse some days and others but just know you're not alone doesn't matter how young or old you are you're not alone you didn't cause this it's not your fault there's nothing you could have done to prevent this